Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1.ate deer meat…
2.watched the movie sandlot
3.been tan… lol
4.ate octopi
5.drank deit soda..
6.wore the color yellow without it being in tiedye
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1.What can I eat
2.when I can sleep
3.if I have something on my face
4.him
5.what time is it?
6.listening to music
7.my friends
Gah my life is confusing…
I dont really know what to do with myself anymore. I am a giant mess…literally. For the first time in..ever.. I think I found someone I dont ever want to give up on. Although he is not mine yet, he will be soon… if its the last thing I do. But on the other hand I miss my ex, just being there. Even as a friend he was the most amazing thing to have around me. Never ending smiles. But all I do when I see him now is cry, no matter what. Oh well I guess thats over. The most amazing people in my life as of today are Maria, Trevor, and Joey. They are always there for me. I dont really understand why they care so much, but they do and its awesome. I hope this certain person will be mine soon. I feel like I have given up but in my mind I have not, I just hope he doesn’t think I have. Ahh gonna go listen to Skilet. BYE
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1.Be honest
2.Respect me
3. Have blue eyes
4. Have a great sense of humor
5. Never take me seriously unless I am crying or screaming (:
6.Strongly dislike my stepdad with me!
7.Care about yourself
8. Love to have FUN!
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I am Felicia (:
2.I’m blind in my right eye
3. I hate my family!
4.I have horrible luck
5.I’m naturally blonde
6.I’m from Boston
7.I am easily hurt
8. I hate the people in Missouri
9. I want to move to Vegas
Why am I so afraid?
I dont get it. I know you are perfect for me. I know we work out so damn well. For some reason I have fear. That you and her will work out. For the babys sake. This is such a scary situation for me. I hate it for the most part. I really really like you though. Maybe I am taking this too serious? Maybe I just need to be patient? Wow thats just not like me. Things normally don’t take this long for me. I really hope Trevor and Maria are right. I can’t take being hurt again. Its too scary for me..save me please
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1. You’re my best friend I wish you would grow up and understand the real world more
2. I feel like now that I told you how I feel, I want to run away from that feeling cause I found someone better, but I dont want to hurt you….
3. How did I fall for you so quickly? I dont understand how all of this will work out butMaria and Trevor say it will so for the first time, I will trust.
4.I dont miss being friends with you, you were a bitch. Go away now
5.Dont tell me who to be, I like the person I am.
6.Sorry I made him cheat on you, but if you weren’t such a bitch he would not be coming my way.
7.I’m a better singer than you, stop trying to sing over me when we are together. No one likes that shit.
8.I made you come out of the closet, and now you push me away like dirt. Well fuck you too
9.I can’t believe what you did to me. I hope all your friends know how small your dick is…
10.I think you are the perfect guy for me. I hope that everything works out for us, because I am the happiest when I am with you <3
had to do it..
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (not in order).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two Smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One Confession.
Telephone - The Office Version
Its been awhile
Haven’t got on here in a long time and actually wrote something soo here we go!
Things have been crazy with me. In and out of the doctors, constantly trying to figure out what is wrong with me. But do they know..? Haha NOPE! I am a “medical mystery” You know I thought thats what doctors are supposed to eb there for. To solve that mystery and make you better. Guess not in America. But its whatever, I’ll sit here and be sick at least once a week and not worry about any serious issues that may occur. Seeing nobody wants to help me.
But other than all that, I gave up on him. I have givin more than enough time for hi mto figure out all the stuff he needed. Now I have moved on to big and better things. But still he wants to talk about “US” But I’m not even sure how to tell him there is no us. We are completely different people who live in different world veiws now. I have been forced to grow up faster than him. He can fight me about it all he wants but I am much more mature and ready to grow up and get out of this state and away from my family. I’m ready for love, to find someone to spend my life with. Its time to take life more seriously. Something he can’t do, and this leads me to my next point…
I have found someone. Someone who is ready to grow up and fall in love. He happens to be one of the best people I have ever been forced to meet. For some reason I never trusted anyone to introduce me to someone they thought would work for me, and well I’m stupid! I should’ve let my lady Maria make me meet him a LONG time ago! I dont know. I am happy now. The first day we hung out it was pure smiles and a good time. I can be a little kid with him, be gross and sweaty from being out in the heat and he could careless what I look like. We just have fun! Run around, and be kids together.I mean this is no happily ever after because there are a lot of things that must happen before I have him for myself. But that itself is confusing. The last time we hung out showed me how perfect he was for me. We have more in common than even my closest friends. It is crazy. Ahh I can’t wait to see him again soon!!
Oooo I gauged my ear bigger!! the a now 7/16” of an inch!! Going up to a half inch soon.. Ah so big! But I can’t stop.. its addicting.
Pointfest tomorrow! I get to see the people that make me the most happiest girl on earth! SICK PUPPIES!!!! ahhhh! I am getting Shimon Moore’s autograph and hopefully sunday getting it tattoo’d on to my hip! :D Gahh!
Well I am not sure what else to write about haha bye lovess
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